Not very organised....music, memory, desire, fear, AIDS

A Funny Memory – crap music to bang me by, the Grim Reaper Ad, a send-up, and whatever

PART ONE
When I was pretty young, I used to get older men to fuck me. Yeah, I know, what a loser I was. But that is not the point, no not at all. You see, for some reason, they were listening to this ridiculous music, well not all of them, but a few of them….and I don’t know why I thought of it just now….I mean, born to be alive – well, what does that even mean? At the time, it felt like being born to be hurt. Well that has not changed that much!

Man those guys hurt me….but then again, I asked them to give it to me….And some of them also liked that song, Relax, don’t do it. You can play that too… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyl5DlrsU90

Don’t do it? But they did do it, o yes they did.

PART TWO
And then I got scared of HIV….here is the ad that gradually scared the crap out of me…it is funny it wasn’t when I watched it that it had its effect; it was afterwards, years afterwards…I am so bloody stupid….I know.

Here is that ad:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U219eUIZ7Qo. God, what was wrong with me? Well in some ways of course it was true….

And here is the send up, pretty funny Chaser’s War on Everything (an Australian television show)…..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wu8TqMRBNk4 You have to watch it till the end – pretty funny, I promise!

 

PART THREE
Luck, yes I had that. I am so lucky, and I was then really lucky….unlike so many from those days, and none of them, even if they liked shitty music deserved to die for it, what an awful disease. Just awful, and I feel such sorrow for those that died in the 1990s from this.

And now, well, it is nght, and the music still is here, and people do these videos for us….So, fyi, if you want to beat me, well, I can listen to anything apparently.

And I really am sorry if you have read this rave until now, I must be irritating you and I am sorry – please forgive me. This post is all over the place, I know