Crying Rage (3) – Walking Away

An animal inhuman snarls words onto the page

Visitors laugh and throw nuts, at the beast upon the stage

I cry tears, beating fury at the cage

I am your dirt, I walk around the crying rage.

 

My wrists shackled in werewolf bonds. The movie

Set drips warehouse, as glaring I am bent over

Wearing wolf costume.  My back bared, prepared

For them to ram into me, I sigh and shock them,

For I am almost human, almost a person then.

 

Red with bloodied sweat, I hear curses on my name

Bearing the mockery for them, I hold away their shame.

I give deepest life from dirt and mud, a lover’s theme

They suck from me, and they write their dream

On my back in blackening blood.

 

On a sullen shore I walk away from me

Hurrying, I try not to look behind

In the distance a crying figure that I see

Waves back to me.  I walk away,

I walk away from me.  I walk

I walk walk away from me.  I walk

But cannot walk,  cannot walk

Cannot escape away, away

From me.

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8 comments to Crying Rage (3) – Walking Away

  1. littlekaninchen says:

    Sending you a hug! 🙆🙆🙆🙆🙆

    ❤🐇🐇🐇

    • Thank you…..I felt so low last night….I even lost a poem I had written earlier in the day, but in a way it was such a sunny thing (and I did end up posting the Sunshine song wanted to put with it), it was so sunny that it did not match my mood. But I had trouble to write something good – of the three even after all the hacking around, I feel this one to be the worst…..have not looked back at it on screen – just my despairing scribbles. Thank you for your kindness little K.

      • littlekaninchen says:

        Always! Keep looking forward.. Keep writing its the best therapy.. ❤🐇

      • Thank you for your kind words….not sure why my moods are so changeable at the moment…the writing seems to exaggerate the up and downswings…not sure if it helps, but I do like doing it.

  2. Why the low feeling J? :/

    • I think I have up and downswings – I have noticed that if it is late at night after a day at work that I get an attack of low feelings…and the morning brings brightness and a better mood. And I did not go to work today, so tonight will be better, lots. I feel so low sometimes, but I do love the surge of the upswing too, the mad joy of nature especially. My cat is beside me, outside white cockatoos in hundreds are screeching like lunatics, and the mist is rolling in over the mountains….love it.

  3. yes it was….it was lovely actually. thank you, I don’t know why you are so kind to me….but I lap it up like a dog!

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